My life in black and white
Puzzle Pieces
Just like a game of connect the dots
We learn to derive things from previous experiences,
We learn to accept the realization that indeed everything happens for a reason.
And that every experience is a learning lesson.
We learn to smile, laugh and cry
We smile when it hurts, laugh to hide the pain
and love till it hurts no more
this is the beauty of it all
and I wouldn't have it any other way
5.05.2008
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10:51 PM
" I wish that you, somehow knew, that deep inside, i feel the same way too..."
~unsaid
today i start my post with a line from a song that has been consistently playing itself inside my head...ugh...anyways kinda confused here...I'm confused whether or not i should follow the other half of my heart which tells me to go for it, or follow the other half which tells me to forget all about him...it sucks i know....specially when all you ever think about is for getting him...when you think and act like the process is just so darn easy...but when you're all alone at night, and the noises of traffic and the company of friends are distant...you get to pause and think about it...and then you see...that forgetting is easier said than done...specially if you've become attached to him, his smile, his personality, everything about him....others say this thing is just called plain infatuation...but what if you don't want to feel this way...what if on the outside all you ever act and say is that you want to forget him...on the inside all you ever think about is him...how you miss his smile and the way he teases you...and yet you never felt so sure yet unsure of what you feel...i guess there are things that are better left unsaid...
"six billion souls in this world...and some times all you need is one..."
Labels: half hearted...ness...
