My life in black and white
Puzzle Pieces
Just like a game of connect the dots
We learn to derive things from previous experiences,
We learn to accept the realization that indeed everything happens for a reason.
And that every experience is a learning lesson.
We learn to smile, laugh and cry
We smile when it hurts, laugh to hide the pain
and love till it hurts no more
this is the beauty of it all
and I wouldn't have it any other way
2.03.2009
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2:27 AM
"Because these things will change,We can see it now
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down.
It's a revolution the time will come for us to finally win"
CHANGE...
what is CHANGE again? they say that CHANGE is inevitable...and that CHANGE is all around us. heck they even say that CHANGE is happens inside of us. IT happens to us everyday. some are happy CHANGES, others...hmm...not so pleasant.
along with CHANGE, comes LETTING GO, they say it's hard, they say it kills and they even consider it as an art. out of all the diffrent definitions and descriptions, one thing kills it all; LETTING GO is PAINFUL.
i know this sounds like what, and that it's so EMO but it's the truth. and sometimes you've got to be slapped or kicked hard in the spleen just for you to realize it...
but the feeling of finally LETTING GO....is a feeling of fullfilment that levels with and addict getting over an addiction with a certain vice.
and that what i want to do now, today, this week and this year. to LET GO of anything that hinders me from being happy. all the pains, heartaches, sufferings....and then theres YOU.
just that thought of you takes my breathe away...your develisng smile and the stupid way you annoy me...all that I've got to let go...so that i can finally MOVE ON and START A NEW.
sometimes I wish that I could have to reset time just like how I reset my car in NFS Undercover. with just a click of a button...swoosh my car's back to looking fly,without scratches, bumps and without loose parts. heck i even get brand new side mirrors. awesome right? like in time, if i could go back...I'd reset it back to the time when I was still whole, not hurting and HAPPY.
that's why I guess it's time to finally say GOODBYE. and to finally START ANEW. try to TURN OVER A NEW LEAF and LIVE.LOVE.LIFE to the fullest.
to LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND and to START OVER, thats all I want to do.
"One, two, three Four, five,Six, seven,Eight, nine
We couln't change it If we tryed
One, two, three Goodbye"
