My life in black and white
Puzzle Pieces
Just like a game of connect the dots
We learn to derive things from previous experiences,
We learn to accept the realization that indeed everything happens for a reason.
And that every experience is a learning lesson.
We learn to smile, laugh and cry
We smile when it hurts, laugh to hide the pain
and love till it hurts no more
this is the beauty of it all
and I wouldn't have it any other way
12.24.2008
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12:43 PM
MY CHRISTMAS Wishlist :
stabillo pens <~>
bob ong book <~>
guitar pick <~>
choice of album <~>
family dinner <~>
you < >
so yeah, i got everything checked in my christmas wishlist cept the last part....
would i be selfish if i ask santa to bring you right outside my doorstep? maybe, maybe not. i mean the mere thought of it brings a smile to my face. but the bitter truth is, this is just a dream impossible of being a reality. what a suckish christmas!
though i try to hide from you, it's been 8 months and counting. and yet here still waiting for you, praying that you might save me from the dark abyss...even though i know that you won't here i am still hoping.
it's not like your'e making this easy for me, with all your insensitiviy. so much for helping out i guess.
though i try to tell myself to walk away, it's like you have this invisible force pulling me towards you, making me feel vulnerable...
will this painful feeling never cease?
even just for christmas?
"You know that romantic notion that all the garbage and the pain is actually really healing and beautiful... sort of poetic? It's not. It's just garbage and it's pain. You know what's better? Love. The day you start thinking love is overrated is the day that you're wrong. The only think wrong with love, and faith, and belief is not having it."
